Sunday, August 12, 2007
yeah. NDP was a blast.honestly. i havent been to an actual parade since primary five.loser, huh.anyways. the fireworks was FANTASTIC.DAMN NICE.i was taking down the video the whole time.but the memory went full at the best part.such a pity.
today was the ngee ann poly dualthon. i took part with grace for the novice category. yeah. grace did great. run very fast and we tried to row faster so i will have more time to run. i was so tired.so sorry that i walked. anyways. it had been dont know how long since i last row in a salem.i forgotten how fat and heavy and how difficult to steer the direction in that damn boat. kept hitting grace's head until she cursed at me. lol. so in the end our effort paid off. cheryl and joey came in second. and me and grace came in third. our guys did well in the 4km category. kudos to all. GOOD JOB. and stupid grace made me ran after a WRONG BUS and ended up at the wrong place. good thing i'm alert.
somehow i think i'm a failure as a JC student.i cant cope with my studies.i need to really sacrifice more. everytime i say i wna do this and that.it always didnt happen.such a loser.i'm way more slack than sec 4.imagine sec 4 is more slack than sec 3.gosh. it fluctuates more than singapore shares.damn. i need to reflect.i havent been studying hard. that pretty much explain the U's.
i still rmb the talk given by mr kwek regarding our midyr results.i was/am still aspired to work hard for the honour roll.i'm way off my expected grades of 4 As'.the work load doesnt seem to be unable to be cleared.i guess. no. i need to work my guts out already.
to do list.
econs
do essay write out.
study market failure (lecture notes 3a and 3b)
physics
do class test on circular motion.
(revise circular motion and attempt tutorial)
tidy up file!
chemistry
revise enthaply and entropy, equilibria and kinetics.
prepare for lecture test on 15 august.
do equilibria tutorial.
gp
redo research essay.
mathematics
do tutorial 8b.
(find notes and tutorial)
(buy maths tys)
project work
do eom.
plan out work load for written report.
this should be done at the start of the holidays. so i can control myself more. damn. i played too much. damn. so many things to do and i had been avoiding all this damn thing. FUCK. I NEED TO CLEAR THIS UP FAST. promos are coming. I CANNOT AND MUSTNT RETAIN. imagine a..... whatever. olevel grades are bullshit now.
1:14 AM
I love vintage & rouge-.