Sunday, November 25, 2007
AHHHHHHH....
life is in such a mess now.
maybe not a mess. it's like meaningless.
aimless. so bored.
at the start of the holidays.
it wasnt so bad.
cos i still got school.
at that point of time.
the extra lectures are such a pain in my ass.
but now. i kinda miss school.
it's more productive than me staying at home doing nothing.
the korean dramas are not as exciting anymore.
i no longer feel like watching new dramas.
at first i keep chasing after them.
causing myself to be so obsessed.
like siao like that.
i gotta tell myself this is the wrong behaviour.
i'm wasting my life.
warning to all ( this is just pure random) :
hello my teacher is crap.
the drama is just
lousy. predictable. unrealistic. bullshit. draggy.
for once i fall asleep while watching it.
it's that that that bad!!
dont ever ever ever watch it.
coffee prince is still the best! ( i just gotta add this is somewhere, somehow)
.LILING. says:
blogging now
.LILING. says:
so might reply you very slowly
GRACE (: says:
ok. blog then
GRACE (: says:
wah. rare that you don't watch drama and blog more frequently
GRACE (: says:
haha
the whole korean drama thing is giving me a bad image.
yucks. i dont wna be recognised as a the girl who knows nth but korean dramas.
NO NO NO.
i gotta stop this damn nonsense.
here's something interesting.
i had a dream last night.
i dreamed that i'm a terrorist.
i placed some bomb in a camp.
thn there are soldiers running after me.
i ran into a mall.
saw lots of pretty dresses but i cannot stop and browse through it.
i just keep running. and running.
it's so so so amusing.
like what kind of dream is that?!
the whole thing is so lame.
i'm pretty amazed that i can dream of such thing.
HAHA.
actually i do have aims.
which is to start studying.
my parents kept asking me when am i gonna start studying.
but i keep ignoring and avoiding the question.
i'm stuck in a situation better known as i-know-i-gotta-do-this-but-i-just-cant.
i know i have to start studying. catch up with my studies.
the fact that i'm not performing up to standard is constantly on my mind.
but i'm lack of the willpower to start studying.
SIGHS. JC LIFE SUCKS!
all the study plans....
aiya. argh. sighs. sian.
maybe i should start to clear up my mind.
get rid of all the corruptions.
i need a WAKE UP CALL.
i bet nobody has the motivation to study now lars!
tsk. pardon me.
this entry is just full of contradictions.
losing weight is such a terrible thing.
it's so so so difficult.
sometimes i wonder. does those stick thin people actually eat?
damn it. they need fats.
why cant fat people rule the world.
can someone make fat people hip and trendy?
and make those skinny people feel guilty whenever they dont eat!!
HAHA. life will be perfect if that's possible.
muahahhahah. ((:
i wanna play till the end of november thn start studying.
okay. i better make sure i study.
anyways. i'm doing a favour for my sister.
she's selling cupcakes at ngee an poly. it's part of her module.
i will post the details later.
i kinda like aqua blue. ((:
12:21 AM
I love vintage & rouge-.